Eleven years. In August, it will be eleven years that we have been trying to have a family.
1 billion clomid cycles
5 med-only cycles
2 years of trying to adopt
I can't help but think about how my life is about to change. Most of my friends have only known Julie-trying-to-have-a-family. They don't know me any other way.
I've forgotten what normal Julie is like. Eleven years is a long time.
And now I wonder what it will be like to live my life not trying to have a family.
What will it be like to actually have what I've waited eleven years for. What will I be like. I will have a child to totally focus my attention on, so I will have something to do with all the energy and time I've been spending trying to have a family.
There is big change ahead, and I'm excited. I'm ready to get on with my life!
4 months ago